Someday We'll Know

I was having lunch with kak ain during lunch time just now.. talking abput the old office, my trip to jakarta, our future plans to go travel all around malaysia..as we were talking, i over heard someone mentioned "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON".. that statement is famous among us who thinks that that world is an unfair place to be in...How miserable we were thinking why all this happening to us...

Its also stated in the holy Al-Quran.. Regardless im not the type that stick 100% to my beliefs,and im not saying that i am a good muslim...Think this matter logically...

i was a head of my game when i was in nilai college... top student in my class,top volleyball player and a good student... but until one night, my group of friends decided to celebrate our finals/ my bday at Absolute ( a club in bangsar )...I was like, " wat the heck.. i can order coke"... as we arrived there,i started saying to myself.." zara, ur 21 years old.. take control of ur life" which i did...and yes, that d day when i started how to drink, n smoke.. thats just far as i wanted to go... thanks good i dont do things really worst then that...after that, i screw up my diploma,my life and my frends...and later i decided and pull myself together to confront mom n dad, IM QUITING COLLEGE!!!

but now, im a better person as ever,good employee,good student, never miss my class and always get the best score in class...i manage to make a living regardless im still staying with family( dont blame it on me.. mommy wont let me leave the nest yet until i get married...yikes!!!)...now everytime i remember all those college memories, i wondered.." wat will happen to me if i dont confront my family and letting them know dat i wanna drop college?"

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON...

p/s: thanks adam... i'll hold on to ur words as long as i live..rest in peace!! amin!