The things that we never really sure about...

I was sitting in my room looking outside.. i saw a lil girl asked her mother
"why the sky is blue? and why the sun is bright?"
her mother just looked at her put her hand old her daughters' shoulder and said
"i dont know"
and the lil girl asked her mother again
" last nite i saw daddy.. he was really bright among all of the stars in d sky dat nite...do u think he miss me mommy?"

then her mother took her in her arms and say
" every single second"

i never met the girl or even her mother even we live in d same compound for almost 5 years...

Life is such a cruel place to live in.. i do feel like dying is the best that could happen to anyone...

DYING - calm, peacefull and unhurtfull...
LIFE - tons of problems, tons of hectics and nonsences...

hrm.... maybe it time for me to give myself a rest.. where dats freakin Xanax again!!!