As Pat Benatar said in her song ' Love is a Battle Field'
"Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you've had?
Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why
But I'm trapped by your love, and I'm chained to your side
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searching our hearts for so long"
Ive been seeing Ah gee for almost 7 months now and frankly speaking, its wasn't easy to begin with... A normal relationship has ups n downs.. anyone cant run away from it... Its the matter how u n ur partner resolve it..
Me and Ah gee ,i notices since we start getting close( sebelom kapel) - we complement each other in every aspects. EXAMPLE :
• Im not good in making any decision......BUT is extremely good in it..
• Most of the time, i acted like a 4 year old.....and he will be the bigger person.. VICE VERSA.
• Whenever either one of us is down, in a weird way we manage to cheer each other...xyah
banyak effort.. sket pun jadik..
• Whenever we had a fight, he will be the one yg control the situation.. coz obviously my temper
always over the roof..
• If so gadoh besar skalipun sampai either one of us kate jgn call or msg, tunggu 5-10 mins,
mesti one of us akan dtg crik each other balik.. usually aku la tuh...
• Im always the vivacious one in the relationship... he will be the one yg rilek control
macho...( hal yg ni aku kekadang tention gak )..aku bile dpt kuar ngan die, aku mesti happy
arnab...tp die rilek je.. cam xde pape... bile aku tnye, jawapan die " abes u nak i lompat2
cam arnab energizer tu ke?".. YELAAAAAH!!!
• His way of thinking is always 20 steps ahead of me.. in other words, he knows my thinking
process...For example : aku slalu suruh die tdo sebelom kol 2pg since pak dani ni manje.. bile x cukup tdo, die akan migraine.. every morning aku tnye die tdo kol bape.. if jawapan die lepas kol 2pg - he wont wait for me to asked him why.. he will straight away explained..
Another example : die cukup jarang panggil aku 'zara' sebab aku x suke... so ade skali he randomly send msg "zara, windu"... aku straight away marah sebab he calls by my name.. then die kate if i tulis "baby, windu", nanti u igt i nak send kt pompuan laen.. bile pikirkan balik.. betol gak...hahaha... to some example ni cam agak bangang but it is wat it is...
BUT point yg last skali ni slalu sgt jadik :-
• Whenever either both of us start thinking about each other, mesti antare kite org akan msg or
call..example : smlm bile aku terpikir "pehal mamat ni x call?".. x smpai 2 saat, die da
call..then out of no where die kate " i cam dpt rase u suruh i call, thats why i call"...pe
kes??? scary.. dah cam keith berry the mentalist Ah gee nih... hahaha..da banyak kali
cmni...
Maybe its normal for anyone else but to me, NOT AT ALL... maybe sebab i have bad experiences with all my ex's...
TAPI....org slalu kate, sesape yg jenis sgt penyabar bile die start marah - abes goncang jiwa... YEP.. AGREE!!!
afew days ago aku ade slight argument ngan dani pasal... his EX...
itu adalah satu topik yg die cukup pantang nak dengar dr mulut aku.. If nak tgk die temper satu badan, sebut je name ex die tuh... melayang la temper die...Aku pun ngan keras kepala, xnk mengalah n same goes to him.. lastly to ended the argument i told him " if u think im still gf u, u know where to find me".. and he replied " same goes to u".. fuh.. mak sentaps kejap.. sebab one thing i notice about dani is, he will pick a fight, UNLESS he knows its worth it..and that nite, i hit his WRONG BUTTON...
Malam tu my point was to resolve the issue sebab i felt that something wrong somewhere between him n the girl..It make me sick to my stomach smpai bile pikir jew, aku nak muntah.. no joke!
Tak lame lepas aku mengundur dirik dr argument tuh, he msged me..he made it clear and its over after he confessed alot of things which i didnt expect at all..
Ni baru kapel, belom kawen... That why some of my friends kate they rather be single smpai mati dr involve n saketkan pale commited to someone..why? coz they dont want to waste their energy n time to someone yg not worth at all...
Sometimes they always asked me. Is it worth it for u to committed urself to dani even for the fact u xtau samaade his the one for u.
then i realized,
God will set me up with bunch of idiots before i met the right guy. Yes, as for now i dont know if dani is the one for me... yes i dont know wether its worth it or not but...
RISK IT! TAKE CHANCES!....kite xkan tau if kite x try... i was not keen on marriage nor relationship when i was growing up.. but as i get older, i realized no ones life will be complete if u dont have someone to share all ur achievement, losses, down time with... its just bollocks!!!
Relationship is never easy.. Its excruciating..You have to put extra effort to make it work. Its drains out all ur energy...but watever it is, enjoy it... we have nothing to loose..
I just hope that this will be my last relationship which will be a happy ending.. and im so gratefull that he wants the same with me too...
so, Pat Benatar is right... Love is a Battle Field...
"Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you've had?
Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why
But I'm trapped by your love, and I'm chained to your side
We are young, heartache to heartache we stand
No promises, no demands love is a battlefield
We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong
Searching our hearts for so long"
Ive been seeing Ah gee for almost 7 months now and frankly speaking, its wasn't easy to begin with... A normal relationship has ups n downs.. anyone cant run away from it... Its the matter how u n ur partner resolve it..
Me and Ah gee ,i notices since we start getting close( sebelom kapel) - we complement each other in every aspects. EXAMPLE :
• Im not good in making any decision......BUT is extremely good in it..
• Most of the time, i acted like a 4 year old.....and he will be the bigger person.. VICE VERSA.
• Whenever either one of us is down, in a weird way we manage to cheer each other...xyah
banyak effort.. sket pun jadik..
• Whenever we had a fight, he will be the one yg control the situation.. coz obviously my temper
always over the roof..
• If so gadoh besar skalipun sampai either one of us kate jgn call or msg, tunggu 5-10 mins,
mesti one of us akan dtg crik each other balik.. usually aku la tuh...
• Im always the vivacious one in the relationship... he will be the one yg rilek control
macho...( hal yg ni aku kekadang tention gak )..aku bile dpt kuar ngan die, aku mesti happy
arnab...tp die rilek je.. cam xde pape... bile aku tnye, jawapan die " abes u nak i lompat2
cam arnab energizer tu ke?".. YELAAAAAH!!!
• His way of thinking is always 20 steps ahead of me.. in other words, he knows my thinking
process...For example : aku slalu suruh die tdo sebelom kol 2pg since pak dani ni manje.. bile x cukup tdo, die akan migraine.. every morning aku tnye die tdo kol bape.. if jawapan die lepas kol 2pg - he wont wait for me to asked him why.. he will straight away explained..
Another example : die cukup jarang panggil aku 'zara' sebab aku x suke... so ade skali he randomly send msg "zara, windu"... aku straight away marah sebab he calls by my name.. then die kate if i tulis "baby, windu", nanti u igt i nak send kt pompuan laen.. bile pikirkan balik.. betol gak...hahaha... to some example ni cam agak bangang but it is wat it is...
BUT point yg last skali ni slalu sgt jadik :-
• Whenever either both of us start thinking about each other, mesti antare kite org akan msg or
call..example : smlm bile aku terpikir "pehal mamat ni x call?".. x smpai 2 saat, die da
call..then out of no where die kate " i cam dpt rase u suruh i call, thats why i call"...pe
kes??? scary.. dah cam keith berry the mentalist Ah gee nih... hahaha..da banyak kali
cmni...
Maybe its normal for anyone else but to me, NOT AT ALL... maybe sebab i have bad experiences with all my ex's...
TAPI....org slalu kate, sesape yg jenis sgt penyabar bile die start marah - abes goncang jiwa... YEP.. AGREE!!!
afew days ago aku ade slight argument ngan dani pasal... his EX...
itu adalah satu topik yg die cukup pantang nak dengar dr mulut aku.. If nak tgk die temper satu badan, sebut je name ex die tuh... melayang la temper die...Aku pun ngan keras kepala, xnk mengalah n same goes to him.. lastly to ended the argument i told him " if u think im still gf u, u know where to find me".. and he replied " same goes to u".. fuh.. mak sentaps kejap.. sebab one thing i notice about dani is, he will pick a fight, UNLESS he knows its worth it..and that nite, i hit his WRONG BUTTON...
Malam tu my point was to resolve the issue sebab i felt that something wrong somewhere between him n the girl..It make me sick to my stomach smpai bile pikir jew, aku nak muntah.. no joke!
Tak lame lepas aku mengundur dirik dr argument tuh, he msged me..he made it clear and its over after he confessed alot of things which i didnt expect at all..
Ni baru kapel, belom kawen... That why some of my friends kate they rather be single smpai mati dr involve n saketkan pale commited to someone..why? coz they dont want to waste their energy n time to someone yg not worth at all...
Sometimes they always asked me. Is it worth it for u to committed urself to dani even for the fact u xtau samaade his the one for u.
then i realized,
God will set me up with bunch of idiots before i met the right guy. Yes, as for now i dont know if dani is the one for me... yes i dont know wether its worth it or not but...
RISK IT! TAKE CHANCES!....kite xkan tau if kite x try... i was not keen on marriage nor relationship when i was growing up.. but as i get older, i realized no ones life will be complete if u dont have someone to share all ur achievement, losses, down time with... its just bollocks!!!
Relationship is never easy.. Its excruciating..You have to put extra effort to make it work. Its drains out all ur energy...but watever it is, enjoy it... we have nothing to loose..
I just hope that this will be my last relationship which will be a happy ending.. and im so gratefull that he wants the same with me too...
so, Pat Benatar is right... Love is a Battle Field...
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