Dreams - Dreams are successions of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations that occur involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep
But the dreams that im referring to know is our life time achievement. What do we want for ourselves in 10 ,20 years from now.
When i was 7, my dad asked me what do i wanna be when i grow up. My answers would be a Nurse, a Doctor or a Philanthropist.Then afew years later when i was 10, my dad asked again.My answer was
growing up i was so eager to be a Doctor becoz i was so mesmerized by how the doctors trying their best around the clock to find a cure for my disease. I was born with Subdural Hematoma. You can google it to find out what it is. Then after afew years i found out that is not as easy as u think. You have to spend almost 8 years of your life to complete medical school and afew hundren thousand Ringgit for it. Then, i decided to attend Business school and enrolling Business and accounting.
Afew years after i finish studying, i started working with a small fire fighter company in Kajang as Admin Assistant. That was one crappy job. I only survive only for 1 year then i told my father that i wanna try out for something else.Since then, ive been changing work place alot more often and my dad was worried about it.Then i decided to continue my study in degree and til these day i still have afew more paper to graduate.My dad always asked me why forcing and torturing yourself to continue studies. My answer was simple.."Life is a learning experience.To be the best, you have to learn alot so that someday, you can be the best"
My dad was so pleased when i say that but theres afew times i caught mummy crying whenever she entered my room and saw me sleeping with all the books and notes around me.Thats how my life since til these day. 9.00am til 5.30pm i will be at work and 6.30pm til 9.30pm, i will be attending class. Its tiring but thats how it is and that how i choose to live. Like an old saying " biar susah sekarang,kemudian idop senang".
A Re-newel Dream
Graduating Degree with Honors
afew more papers and insyallah i will be graduating by mid next year.
Vacation
Since im stil doing my degree, its hard for me to go for a vacation with my family. Since past few years ,ive miss almost 5 family vacation and i have to stay home alone.Mom said, you need a break. But the thing is, whats the point of taking a break if ur heart is always thinking about classes, notes and books? I dont see how i can enjoy my vacation...
Married
Sape xnak kawen kan? Tapi honestly dulu, im not a fan of marriage. I dont know why. But then i realized that my mom and dad wont be here with me for along time so having a husband actually is a good thing. A strong structure for a woman.Plus dlm islam pun mmg kene kawen pun.
Pregnant and have children for myself
I think this is the best thing about being a woman,is to give birth to your babies with the man u love.Anak kan penguat kasih sayang suami and isteri.I always dream to have a set of twins...Its fun to have cute babies who look exactly the same running around the house. and the fun part it, u cant differentiate which one is which
Working Mom
I dont think that i would stop working when i have childrens..But its not an easy thing to manage two things at one time. But somehow my mom managed to do it.She will wake up every morning, cook for us so that by the time abah came home from work and i came home from school, there's always a meal waiting for us at home coz my mom works until late at nite. and shes good at it. She managed to become a succesfull carrer woman and a good wife n mother to her children. I respect her for that.
Regardless Victoria Beckham is busy with her life,business.. her children is always with her all the time.I adore her for that.
Now im 26, i still remember that once before i wanna be a doctor,a nurse, a philanthropist, queen on England... But now as im getting older i have a dream. A solid dream where i wish that one fine day, it will all come true...Insyallah!! Amin!
But the dreams that im referring to know is our life time achievement. What do we want for ourselves in 10 ,20 years from now.
Without dreams, there can be no courage. And without courage, there can be no action.
When i was 7, my dad asked me what do i wanna be when i grow up. My answers would be a Nurse, a Doctor or a Philanthropist.Then afew years later when i was 10, my dad asked again.My answer was
i wanna be Prince Williams' wife and became the queen of England.When i was 16 about to take my SPM,he asked again and my answer was a business woman. But right after i started doing my diploma, he asked me again for the last time.. This time, my answer was WHO THE HELL KNOW'S!!
growing up i was so eager to be a Doctor becoz i was so mesmerized by how the doctors trying their best around the clock to find a cure for my disease. I was born with Subdural Hematoma. You can google it to find out what it is. Then after afew years i found out that is not as easy as u think. You have to spend almost 8 years of your life to complete medical school and afew hundren thousand Ringgit for it. Then, i decided to attend Business school and enrolling Business and accounting.
Afew years after i finish studying, i started working with a small fire fighter company in Kajang as Admin Assistant. That was one crappy job. I only survive only for 1 year then i told my father that i wanna try out for something else.Since then, ive been changing work place alot more often and my dad was worried about it.Then i decided to continue my study in degree and til these day i still have afew more paper to graduate.My dad always asked me why forcing and torturing yourself to continue studies. My answer was simple.."Life is a learning experience.To be the best, you have to learn alot so that someday, you can be the best"
My dad was so pleased when i say that but theres afew times i caught mummy crying whenever she entered my room and saw me sleeping with all the books and notes around me.Thats how my life since til these day. 9.00am til 5.30pm i will be at work and 6.30pm til 9.30pm, i will be attending class. Its tiring but thats how it is and that how i choose to live. Like an old saying " biar susah sekarang,kemudian idop senang".
A Re-newel Dream
Graduating Degree with Honors
afew more papers and insyallah i will be graduating by mid next year.
Vacation
Since im stil doing my degree, its hard for me to go for a vacation with my family. Since past few years ,ive miss almost 5 family vacation and i have to stay home alone.Mom said, you need a break. But the thing is, whats the point of taking a break if ur heart is always thinking about classes, notes and books? I dont see how i can enjoy my vacation...
Married
Sape xnak kawen kan? Tapi honestly dulu, im not a fan of marriage. I dont know why. But then i realized that my mom and dad wont be here with me for along time so having a husband actually is a good thing. A strong structure for a woman.Plus dlm islam pun mmg kene kawen pun.
Pregnant and have children for myself
I think this is the best thing about being a woman,is to give birth to your babies with the man u love.Anak kan penguat kasih sayang suami and isteri.I always dream to have a set of twins...Its fun to have cute babies who look exactly the same running around the house. and the fun part it, u cant differentiate which one is which
Working Mom
I dont think that i would stop working when i have childrens..But its not an easy thing to manage two things at one time. But somehow my mom managed to do it.She will wake up every morning, cook for us so that by the time abah came home from work and i came home from school, there's always a meal waiting for us at home coz my mom works until late at nite. and shes good at it. She managed to become a succesfull carrer woman and a good wife n mother to her children. I respect her for that.
Now im 26, i still remember that once before i wanna be a doctor,a nurse, a philanthropist, queen on England... But now as im getting older i have a dream. A solid dream where i wish that one fine day, it will all come true...Insyallah!! Amin!
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