Good Deeds

In life we will meet many kinds of people from different walk of life. Some of them are bad and some of them are good.No matter how me want to avoid from meeting them, we just cant run away from them. Allah Almighty create each and everyone of us different so that we learn to appreciate and understand them better. Not judging nor neglecting them.I used to be one of them. Judging and neglecting the people whom i assumed to be 'lower standards' then i am. Poor people, people with no class, taste or any people who works just below average wages.I despised them. I really. Why? because for me they didnt try hard enough to make changes in their lifes. There's a saying

" Its not a mistake if you were born poor, but its a huge mistake if you die poor too"

My father always say "sepanjang kita hidup kat dunia ni, selagi kuat kudrat kita do not stop making your life better.But u need to have a sense of balance. Physically,mentality and spiritully".All this time as i was so eager on working my ass off so that i could buy a 3,000 ringgit worth of handbag. But when i managed to get them, i can feel the sense of calmness, relief, and over joy. But, it doesn't last long.Those day when i was emotionally available for any guy, i was pretty much happy with what i end up. Single, free as a bird. I always enjoy myself wasting money on things which i dont really need. Handbags, shoes, lepaking at Starbucks, reading books while drinking 18 ringgit worth of Starbucks for hours. It was a fun life. 

Bila da makin tua, doing the same thing that i used to do, i didnt enjoyed them as much as i do.Right now, im much more happy spending them on something more meaningful.I start paying all the house bill, buying groceries * something which i normally wont do*, and paying my zakat.I feel alot more calmer now then those days when i just spend most of them on handbags and such.

Good life as i have now, stress free, start to enjoy life more and not worrying about the smallest, silly stuff.By doing good deed, i believe it will erased bad deed that ive done before.