I think ramai antara kita ada azam baru menjelang tahun baru. Tahun ni seperti tahun - tahun lepas jugak aku ada berazam beberapa perkara.Aku nak start MBA, start kumpul duit nk buka business sendiri, nk renovate rumah, make up kereta dan nak ambil medical card. Banyak benda nak buat pada tahun ni. Sometimes selalu terfikir sempat ke tak nak settlekan semua dalam jangke masa setahun ni. God knows. Im sure i will do what ever it takes to make it all happen.
So far nothing much to say about the days i went through these past few days since entering the new year. Go to work in the morning, rush to college at night, go home, rest for afew minutes and then open my books studying for coming exams and finishing my assignment. I'll be entering the most crucial phase in my degree, thesis.Its not so crucial actually. Its easy to begin with. Ive already have my own idea on doing my thesis. Just waiting my final green light from Bilal on who's going to be my thesis advisor. So as for now, my life is abit normal. The only different is , its on a different rhythm. Last year was abit slow and smooth flowing. But this year, i have to pick up some speed. I have approximately 11 months to settle everything.
This year i will be turning 27 years old. Yes, getting old now. Which is good. Hope i will age like fine wine. The older it gets, the better. hahaha... Bila da busy sangat buat assignment, attending classes at night right after work, i forgot what others things which is important to me as well. My family. Honestly its tiring doing part time study while your working. Its exhausting. Its squeezing all my energy out. But i dont have any other choices do i. Most friends and my other family member asked me to quit my job and continue my studies. Just apply for study loan. Here's the thing, i dont believe in the terms of " loaning" money from government. As long as aku ada kudrat nak cari duit untuk belajar, well thats what im doing to do. Masa diploma dulu my parents dah sponsor and payed everything So now since i want to further studies, ive decided to do it in my own way.Ive been doing my degree for almost 4 years now and good to know that i managed to get good grades and im just left with 2 subject before graduating.
At the same time aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk spend as much time as possible for my family. Aku da jarang balik kampung and dah jarang balik Seremban sebab aku duduk dekat Puchong sorang- sorang hoping that i can have the house all to myself untuk study. Alhamdulillah mak and abah faham. Before this i told my parents that aku tak kan pikir pasal bertunang or kahwin selagi aku tak habis belajar.Now bila da dekat nak grad, my parents dah mula bising.
" bila nak tukar status from cik to puan?"
" bila nak kahwin? jangan lama-lama sangat."
" make sure you get married before your expiry date"
Yes. Woman do have their expiry date. Not like guys. Woman who is above 30 are at risk to get pregnant. Ive always told my mom that i want to have my first baby before i turn 30. So i have approximately around 2-3 years to do so. But then how to get pregnant since im not even married? This is bad. But im not going to stress so much. When the right time comes, it will happen.
Ive always believe in this phrase :-
" God always give you the things that you need only. Not the things that you want."
Kunyafakun. If it happens, it will happen. If it doesnt happen, no matter how hard you try to avoid them, it will surely happen. Simple right? You dont have to stress out so much. Just live your life as it is your last and just believe in GOD. HE always know what it best for you.
So bila orang lain asyik bertanya bila nak kahwin,i just told them when the right time comes, i will get married. Bila dapat kad jemputan, itu lah dia. Just tunggu.So im not going to stress my self so much about it.Siapa tak nak kahwin betul tak? Tapi itu semua ketentuan Tuhan. I dah di tentukan aku tak ada jodoh, mesti ada hikmahnya.What if memang dah ketentuan aku tak ada jodoh nak kahwin, have my own babies, i can adopt. I will be happy because i have GOD and my families. Hidup ni mudah.As long as you believe in what your capable of and believe in GOD. Berserah pada-Nya. Itu la sebaiknya.
So for 2013, Im just gonna sit back and enjoy the ride.Just going to concerntrate finishing my degree and continuing master right after that. Insyallah =)
So far nothing much to say about the days i went through these past few days since entering the new year. Go to work in the morning, rush to college at night, go home, rest for afew minutes and then open my books studying for coming exams and finishing my assignment. I'll be entering the most crucial phase in my degree, thesis.Its not so crucial actually. Its easy to begin with. Ive already have my own idea on doing my thesis. Just waiting my final green light from Bilal on who's going to be my thesis advisor. So as for now, my life is abit normal. The only different is , its on a different rhythm. Last year was abit slow and smooth flowing. But this year, i have to pick up some speed. I have approximately 11 months to settle everything.
This year i will be turning 27 years old. Yes, getting old now. Which is good. Hope i will age like fine wine. The older it gets, the better. hahaha... Bila da busy sangat buat assignment, attending classes at night right after work, i forgot what others things which is important to me as well. My family. Honestly its tiring doing part time study while your working. Its exhausting. Its squeezing all my energy out. But i dont have any other choices do i. Most friends and my other family member asked me to quit my job and continue my studies. Just apply for study loan. Here's the thing, i dont believe in the terms of " loaning" money from government. As long as aku ada kudrat nak cari duit untuk belajar, well thats what im doing to do. Masa diploma dulu my parents dah sponsor and payed everything So now since i want to further studies, ive decided to do it in my own way.Ive been doing my degree for almost 4 years now and good to know that i managed to get good grades and im just left with 2 subject before graduating.
At the same time aku cuba sedaya upaya untuk spend as much time as possible for my family. Aku da jarang balik kampung and dah jarang balik Seremban sebab aku duduk dekat Puchong sorang- sorang hoping that i can have the house all to myself untuk study. Alhamdulillah mak and abah faham. Before this i told my parents that aku tak kan pikir pasal bertunang or kahwin selagi aku tak habis belajar.Now bila da dekat nak grad, my parents dah mula bising.
" bila nak tukar status from cik to puan?"
" bila nak kahwin? jangan lama-lama sangat."
" make sure you get married before your expiry date"
Yes. Woman do have their expiry date. Not like guys. Woman who is above 30 are at risk to get pregnant. Ive always told my mom that i want to have my first baby before i turn 30. So i have approximately around 2-3 years to do so. But then how to get pregnant since im not even married? This is bad. But im not going to stress so much. When the right time comes, it will happen.
Ive always believe in this phrase :-
" God always give you the things that you need only. Not the things that you want."
Kunyafakun. If it happens, it will happen. If it doesnt happen, no matter how hard you try to avoid them, it will surely happen. Simple right? You dont have to stress out so much. Just live your life as it is your last and just believe in GOD. HE always know what it best for you.
So bila orang lain asyik bertanya bila nak kahwin,i just told them when the right time comes, i will get married. Bila dapat kad jemputan, itu lah dia. Just tunggu.So im not going to stress my self so much about it.Siapa tak nak kahwin betul tak? Tapi itu semua ketentuan Tuhan. I dah di tentukan aku tak ada jodoh, mesti ada hikmahnya.What if memang dah ketentuan aku tak ada jodoh nak kahwin, have my own babies, i can adopt. I will be happy because i have GOD and my families. Hidup ni mudah.As long as you believe in what your capable of and believe in GOD. Berserah pada-Nya. Itu la sebaiknya.
So for 2013, Im just gonna sit back and enjoy the ride.Just going to concerntrate finishing my degree and continuing master right after that. Insyallah =)
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