Throwback...

I was going through my phone and sort things out as Im changing my phone and i realized that once you become a mom, theres tons of pictures of Baby D.I means alot. A picture of me and my Husband only like 4-5. 

Then i came across and old Whassap exchanged with my aunt before I delivered Baby D.The Whassap si between me and my aunt. She's the least favorite among her nieces and nephew. i personally not as closed as my other untie compared to her.

We dont talk much on daily basis compared to my youngest auntie. But I only come to her whenever I need advice. I mean serious advice. She's the most rational among the rest. Not even my mom.I received the message few hours before i went onto the operation theater.   

I still remember the smell of the alcohol, the screaming new born baby in the labour room, the voice of Doktor Raja saying she have to do a emergency C-section on me and the best part is - seeing those big brown eye and his black thick hair, and his long fingernails.