I Hate It.

I have on a severe fever, coughing and flu since last week. My guess is that my body was too tired and stress out. I had nose bleed yesterday and my face started to break out.But the flu and coughing is killing me.

Because Daniel will be having his routine injection, my mom literally taking him away from me because he cant get sick before his injection. So I was separated from my baby. I cant hold him, kiss him, hug him, touch him. NOTHING!

I was pretty upset because he always sleep with me every night and all the sudden he was kidnap.I was disappointed because of that and to top it all I was sick at the same time.So since Friday until yesterday I haven't hold him or nothing. I did try sneak a quick hug n kiss but then I heard " oiiiiiiiiiii !!! jangan dekat ngan budak tu! Degil! ". *whipe of my tears*

So last night all the sudden he started to have runny nose and slight coughing.He started to get really cranky and wanted to be hold all the time. My mom started to get irritated and tired so I forced myself to carry Daniel for a while, and guess what? - He doesnt want me! He wants his grandmother!

I tried it once, twice and three time - he still doesn't want me. He wants my mother. I was abit upset so I went upstairs and started to cry.Here I am, sick like a dog, missing the moment of holding Daniel and now he doesn't want his mother!

Things like this makes me want to quit my job!

Okay fine!