I think any of my closed friends out there knew me very well that i am indeed very protective towards the people that i love.It can be over bearing at times and honestly im not so proud of it. Some of them appreciate it but some of them not so much.Mt parents apparently. Most people might find it pelik nor hairan because judging from my face and how i act for the first time, they wont even think that im the kind of person has a soft part deep down in my stone cold heart. Even Che Mat said bila first time jumpa face-toface i look garang kalau tak senyum. U got that rite baaaybeee!!
I just care bear the fact that anyone who is super closed to me are having problems. Lately ive been talking alot with my dearest Mochtar. We been best friend since i was 16 years old. His been having some rough time lately and we been exchanging stories. Whenever he tells his stories, i get really upset because i just cant be next to him and holding his hand. Mochtar is like my big brother.So seeing him in a very fragile phase in his life is just something which i cant get my mind of it.I told him so many times if i can drive down to Kuantan, i would anytime. But luckily he understand my situation.
Then Che Mat is no exception at all. His the one whom i really control. Well not as in, whenever he goes that i need to know. Just the fact that i know his not doing anything stupid.I will make sure he eat on time, sleep at time and stuff. To my surprised, he was completely happy with it. Deep down i do feel scared .At first he doesn't understands why i asked him to do so but now, few nights ago he told me now he understand why i did it. and he also completely understand why i asked him not to contacted his ex anymore .I was relieved
After all that happen, we were completely happy. We're doing alot better now and for now i was completely happy for controlling his life. He do too. He finally gets some stability in his life..
So i guess being protective is not a bad thing after all. Especially when it comes to the person who you see them as our own family.
I just care bear the fact that anyone who is super closed to me are having problems. Lately ive been talking alot with my dearest Mochtar. We been best friend since i was 16 years old. His been having some rough time lately and we been exchanging stories. Whenever he tells his stories, i get really upset because i just cant be next to him and holding his hand. Mochtar is like my big brother.So seeing him in a very fragile phase in his life is just something which i cant get my mind of it.I told him so many times if i can drive down to Kuantan, i would anytime. But luckily he understand my situation.
Then Che Mat is no exception at all. His the one whom i really control. Well not as in, whenever he goes that i need to know. Just the fact that i know his not doing anything stupid.I will make sure he eat on time, sleep at time and stuff. To my surprised, he was completely happy with it. Deep down i do feel scared .At first he doesn't understands why i asked him to do so but now, few nights ago he told me now he understand why i did it. and he also completely understand why i asked him not to contacted his ex anymore .I was relieved
After all that happen, we were completely happy. We're doing alot better now and for now i was completely happy for controlling his life. He do too. He finally gets some stability in his life..
So i guess being protective is not a bad thing after all. Especially when it comes to the person who you see them as our own family.
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