I think most of us ada kawan. Kawan suka-suka pergi shopping, melepak dekat mamak talk about almost everything.Kawan yang korang rasa akan buat apa saja for you guys. Tapi the thing is, how sure are you that the person you called "friend" would do anything for you?
As i recalled, before this i did blog about afew bunch of best friend of mine. But i never go into detail about this one particular friend of mine. I was form 5 when i met this guy.. Lets call him A. A was studying in Sekolah Alam Shah in Putrajaya and i was studying in Sekolah Menengah Putrajaya 1. I hate that school. Because i was away from my best friend Fatimah and Saheran. I knew A from my classmate.
Through out the day since we knew each other, he always help me out with my studies. He helps me with Chemistry and Physic. Despite we haven't met each other.We constantly on the phone. Talked about almost everything. I remember one time my house phone bill was reaching almost RM 700 coz we were on the phone til 4am in the morning.
Then as we finished our SPM, i was force * yes, i was force* to go for National Service in Kuala Kubu Bahru. I was pisted off. A wasnt selected. As i was crying my eye's out, he comforts me and kept on telling that everything gonna be ok. Afew days before im leaving for National Service, he always asked me out. We hang out and sometimes he came over to my house. He met my parents ans since then, he was my mom " most favorite" calon menantu.
I have to admit i was in love with the idea of falling in love with him. I was touched by the way he care's about me and i had a huge crush on him since then for 4 years. YES!! 4 years!! When i was in National Service, he was the only friend that always call and asked me how im i doing and all.
Then afew months later, we entered college. He continued his studies at Penang and i was in Shah Alam. Whenever he returns to KL, he will make a point to come to Shah Alam and visit me. Again i was touched by his gesture.As years goes by and i was entering Nilai International University, we became alot more closer. I think that he gets the idea that i was in love with him..Then i started to hang out with the wrong people. I started to ditched him. My guess i was sick and tired waiting for him. So since then, i started avoiding his call and text. After that, i guess he was fed up with me too. As i was busy with college and hanging with this "friend" of mine, we lost contact...
Then a few years later as we were entering adulthood and start working, we grew alot mature than before. Despite i was no longer in love with the idea of falling in love with him, i realized that i have made such a stupid mistake by ditching him before.We still hang out nowadays...
Afew days ago i met an accident. I was in shocked and i just cant think what to do. Then i decided to call him. He willing to help me out. Financially and for moral support too. He drove all the way from Bangi just to be with me. Running around going to the bank and finding the workshop to fixed the car. He was there.
As we finished settling everything and we had our first meal for the day, suddenly i had this flash back of memories of our past together. All the things i said, all the things i did to him. Everything. I asked him why his willing to help me out despite i ditched him afew years ago. He said i was in trouble and i was his friend. =(
It hits me so hard til i was crying when i reached home.He was there. He was the only one there when i needed help.He always been there.Its just that i haven't realized it.
A always been my bestfriend. Just that he was my 'silent' bestfriend. His name is Asri. Or as i love to called him, Mok...
Thanks Mok.. Aku sayang ko dunia akhirat. If u happened to need a kidney in future, i will always be there to donate them to you.
As i recalled, before this i did blog about afew bunch of best friend of mine. But i never go into detail about this one particular friend of mine. I was form 5 when i met this guy.. Lets call him A. A was studying in Sekolah Alam Shah in Putrajaya and i was studying in Sekolah Menengah Putrajaya 1. I hate that school. Because i was away from my best friend Fatimah and Saheran. I knew A from my classmate.
Through out the day since we knew each other, he always help me out with my studies. He helps me with Chemistry and Physic. Despite we haven't met each other.We constantly on the phone. Talked about almost everything. I remember one time my house phone bill was reaching almost RM 700 coz we were on the phone til 4am in the morning.
Then as we finished our SPM, i was force * yes, i was force* to go for National Service in Kuala Kubu Bahru. I was pisted off. A wasnt selected. As i was crying my eye's out, he comforts me and kept on telling that everything gonna be ok. Afew days before im leaving for National Service, he always asked me out. We hang out and sometimes he came over to my house. He met my parents ans since then, he was my mom " most favorite" calon menantu.
I have to admit i was in love with the idea of falling in love with him. I was touched by the way he care's about me and i had a huge crush on him since then for 4 years. YES!! 4 years!! When i was in National Service, he was the only friend that always call and asked me how im i doing and all.
Then afew months later, we entered college. He continued his studies at Penang and i was in Shah Alam. Whenever he returns to KL, he will make a point to come to Shah Alam and visit me. Again i was touched by his gesture.As years goes by and i was entering Nilai International University, we became alot more closer. I think that he gets the idea that i was in love with him..Then i started to hang out with the wrong people. I started to ditched him. My guess i was sick and tired waiting for him. So since then, i started avoiding his call and text. After that, i guess he was fed up with me too. As i was busy with college and hanging with this "friend" of mine, we lost contact...
Then a few years later as we were entering adulthood and start working, we grew alot mature than before. Despite i was no longer in love with the idea of falling in love with him, i realized that i have made such a stupid mistake by ditching him before.We still hang out nowadays...
Afew days ago i met an accident. I was in shocked and i just cant think what to do. Then i decided to call him. He willing to help me out. Financially and for moral support too. He drove all the way from Bangi just to be with me. Running around going to the bank and finding the workshop to fixed the car. He was there.
As we finished settling everything and we had our first meal for the day, suddenly i had this flash back of memories of our past together. All the things i said, all the things i did to him. Everything. I asked him why his willing to help me out despite i ditched him afew years ago. He said i was in trouble and i was his friend. =(
It hits me so hard til i was crying when i reached home.He was there. He was the only one there when i needed help.He always been there.Its just that i haven't realized it.
A always been my bestfriend. Just that he was my 'silent' bestfriend. His name is Asri. Or as i love to called him, Mok...
Thanks Mok.. Aku sayang ko dunia akhirat. If u happened to need a kidney in future, i will always be there to donate them to you.
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