Today is the last day for 2012. Many sweet, sour, bitter memories I've gone through these past year. I was glad that few of my 2012 resolution did came true which is was so grateful. 2012 was a pretty good year for me overall. I celebrate my Birthday at the beach in Teluk Intan, i get to visit my babys' brother grave, had a birthday dinner at our families favorite restaurant for the past 30 years, celebrate me and Che Mat 1st year anniversary at Mid Valley where we first met and afew other memories.
I've been bless with alot of things from HIM.I would like to slot in my mom quote while we were having lunch at IKEA the other day.
" You should be grateful dan bersyukur sebab rezeki ayong cukup murah. Dari pelbagai segi ayong dapat. Through me, abah especially. Itu tandanya tuhan menguji you dimasa senang, so jangan lupa tanggungjawab you towards him. Jangan time susah aje baru nak berdoa and mintak pertolongan die "
Yes, alot thats been happening these past years. I managed to finish all my subject for year 2 with good grades *which something i didnt expect coz i was super busy hadling other stuff*.Ive managed to complete my assignments and i managed not to skip any exam. Despite im facing alot of issues with time management, i managed to get it all sorted
Despite im facing afew problems at the office, segala jenis comment yg tak sedap didengar atau untuk ditelan , i managed to survived another year with my work. I did try to distance myself with alot of my colleague since ive heard so much from other, but i still have afew of them who always be there for me whenever i feel down and less motivated. For that, thanks Nazmi for all the sweet and thoughtful motivation speech u gave to me.
Then afew months after that, i had a slight accident. This is something totally weird. Truth be told, im a pretty efficient driver. My dad always prefers my driving skill compared to his own wife and he trust me more compared to my mom when it comes to driving his favorite Sonata. But that night on the way back from having dinner with Che Mat, out of nowhere i hit a Viva. The car was pretty damaged. But thankfully my Forte is in good condition. My car was a beast. A good thing having a Korean car. So ive decided to pay all the damaged for the Viva. Thankfully the owner was a nice lady. She was pretty upset about it at first but then as we about to settled her car, we became friends. Hahaha.. How weird is that. =)
Then as i thought there will be nothing else that can ruin my plan, i had a fight with my mom. I think its normal for us since me and my mom had a LOVE/HATE relationship. But this time i was pretty upset about it. I started to have break down and constantly crying and for the first time ever in my entire life, my smooth face started having pimples. HUGE pimples. Again super stress!! More stress, more pimples.To top it all, i was eating like crazy. I started stuffing my face with food. I baked almost every week.
Its clear enough that i have so many thing on my plate n its clear that im chewing alot than i can swallow. Afew times i sms my dad stating that i feel like jumping from the Penang Bridge coz i feel souless. Im literally like a zombie. My dad noticed it also because usually i will sit and enjoying quality time with my family watching tv, have dinner with the family.But lately, as soon as i get from work, i will be in my room til the next day. I will eat in my room and just sleep the entire night til the next morning. So my dad asked me to calm down and take things slow.
So i decided to drop everything, and take things slow. I start of by pampering myself. Facial mask almost everynite, eat right, exercise more and sleep 6-7 hours everyday, pampered my hair despite i wear tudung now.It helps. It really does. I managed to create a peaceful environment in my room. I spend almost rm300 just for scented candle from IKEA and aroma therapy.
That's all for Part 1
I've been bless with alot of things from HIM.I would like to slot in my mom quote while we were having lunch at IKEA the other day.
" You should be grateful dan bersyukur sebab rezeki ayong cukup murah. Dari pelbagai segi ayong dapat. Through me, abah especially. Itu tandanya tuhan menguji you dimasa senang, so jangan lupa tanggungjawab you towards him. Jangan time susah aje baru nak berdoa and mintak pertolongan die "
Yes, alot thats been happening these past years. I managed to finish all my subject for year 2 with good grades *which something i didnt expect coz i was super busy hadling other stuff*.Ive managed to complete my assignments and i managed not to skip any exam. Despite im facing alot of issues with time management, i managed to get it all sorted
Despite im facing afew problems at the office, segala jenis comment yg tak sedap didengar atau untuk ditelan , i managed to survived another year with my work. I did try to distance myself with alot of my colleague since ive heard so much from other, but i still have afew of them who always be there for me whenever i feel down and less motivated. For that, thanks Nazmi for all the sweet and thoughtful motivation speech u gave to me.
Then afew months after that, i had a slight accident. This is something totally weird. Truth be told, im a pretty efficient driver. My dad always prefers my driving skill compared to his own wife and he trust me more compared to my mom when it comes to driving his favorite Sonata. But that night on the way back from having dinner with Che Mat, out of nowhere i hit a Viva. The car was pretty damaged. But thankfully my Forte is in good condition. My car was a beast. A good thing having a Korean car. So ive decided to pay all the damaged for the Viva. Thankfully the owner was a nice lady. She was pretty upset about it at first but then as we about to settled her car, we became friends. Hahaha.. How weird is that. =)
Then as i thought there will be nothing else that can ruin my plan, i had a fight with my mom. I think its normal for us since me and my mom had a LOVE/HATE relationship. But this time i was pretty upset about it. I started to have break down and constantly crying and for the first time ever in my entire life, my smooth face started having pimples. HUGE pimples. Again super stress!! More stress, more pimples.To top it all, i was eating like crazy. I started stuffing my face with food. I baked almost every week.
Its clear enough that i have so many thing on my plate n its clear that im chewing alot than i can swallow. Afew times i sms my dad stating that i feel like jumping from the Penang Bridge coz i feel souless. Im literally like a zombie. My dad noticed it also because usually i will sit and enjoying quality time with my family watching tv, have dinner with the family.But lately, as soon as i get from work, i will be in my room til the next day. I will eat in my room and just sleep the entire night til the next morning. So my dad asked me to calm down and take things slow.
So i decided to drop everything, and take things slow. I start of by pampering myself. Facial mask almost everynite, eat right, exercise more and sleep 6-7 hours everyday, pampered my hair despite i wear tudung now.It helps. It really does. I managed to create a peaceful environment in my room. I spend almost rm300 just for scented candle from IKEA and aroma therapy.
That's all for Part 1
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