My Dearest Child
Me and your father have been waiting for you since the day we found out that im pregnant.Your father was the happiest among all of us.Your father always asked me 'hows abam doing today'. Seeing your fathers' face while rubbing my tummy makes me smile.He always talked to you and he always say that how much he misses you and how much he cant wait to meet you and take you to Sunway Lagoon.
Carrying you inside of me is not easy but i love every single second of it. Hearing and seeing your heartbeat gives me chilled. Your father cant stop smiling.Your grandparents bought you all kinds of gifts and stuff.
You were conceived by love and you will be loved through out the rest of your life insyallah. While you were living inside of me, ive been through alot. I didnt get as much rest as i should, i had some emotional break down and other things.
When you were 3 months inside of me, i had few bleeding which makes me worried so much. I blame myself for it 100% because i was pushing myself so hard..But thankfully you're doing fine.Your progress is on the right track. The doctor said that you were one very active baby. There were few incident where the doctors and nurses were trying to find your heartbeat and they had problems with it because you cant sit still. At that time, i had a mild heart attack.
Now your 6 months inside of me, time flies so fast. I still remember the day when i found out i was pregnant. Your dad was worried because i wasn't feeling well that time. He cant sit still when i told him that i felt like dying because i was nausea, high fever. But the next day when we found out, he just cant stop smiling. Your father work around the clock almost everyday to save as much money as possible just for us. Despite i was feeling left out because me and your father spend less time together, i have to pull myself together and stay strong for the three of us. It wasn't easy but i had too. We have to sacrifice alot for your sake.
I cant promise you that im a good mother. But im pretty sure that i will do whatever i cant to keep you safe.Me and your father maybe cant give you all the finest things, and all the money in the world but we're pretty sure that we will protect you from any harm.
There's all kinds of people in this world and there's always good and bad in everyone.We were born in this world not to please everyone. Trust me we cant please everybody.Some people will love you, some people will hate you. That's the fact. Mummy do make few mistake in my life and im not proud of it at all. Im just human and im not perfect at all. Because of my mistakes, others tend to pull you into the situation. Dont asked me why. I have know idea why things like this would happen. Its okay. They can say whatever they want about our family, they can judge us, insult us, calling you father 'dayus' just because of how i reacted to one situation and trash talk us all they want, do remember this my love, it doesn't even matter. WHY? Because the only thing that matters is Allah S.W.T. No one in this world can judge you other than ALLAH S.W.T.
Lastly, I love you with all my heart and i will do whatever it takes to keep you harms way.I will make sure that no one will hurt you and i will do everything in my power just to keep you safe even if i had to trade my life for it.
Cant wait to meet you, hug you, kiss you, and hold you. Everyone is waiting for you to come out.
Love,
Your Mummy.
18th Dec 2014
Me and your father have been waiting for you since the day we found out that im pregnant.Your father was the happiest among all of us.Your father always asked me 'hows abam doing today'. Seeing your fathers' face while rubbing my tummy makes me smile.He always talked to you and he always say that how much he misses you and how much he cant wait to meet you and take you to Sunway Lagoon.
Carrying you inside of me is not easy but i love every single second of it. Hearing and seeing your heartbeat gives me chilled. Your father cant stop smiling.Your grandparents bought you all kinds of gifts and stuff.
You were conceived by love and you will be loved through out the rest of your life insyallah. While you were living inside of me, ive been through alot. I didnt get as much rest as i should, i had some emotional break down and other things.
When you were 3 months inside of me, i had few bleeding which makes me worried so much. I blame myself for it 100% because i was pushing myself so hard..But thankfully you're doing fine.Your progress is on the right track. The doctor said that you were one very active baby. There were few incident where the doctors and nurses were trying to find your heartbeat and they had problems with it because you cant sit still. At that time, i had a mild heart attack.
Now your 6 months inside of me, time flies so fast. I still remember the day when i found out i was pregnant. Your dad was worried because i wasn't feeling well that time. He cant sit still when i told him that i felt like dying because i was nausea, high fever. But the next day when we found out, he just cant stop smiling. Your father work around the clock almost everyday to save as much money as possible just for us. Despite i was feeling left out because me and your father spend less time together, i have to pull myself together and stay strong for the three of us. It wasn't easy but i had too. We have to sacrifice alot for your sake.
I cant promise you that im a good mother. But im pretty sure that i will do whatever i cant to keep you safe.Me and your father maybe cant give you all the finest things, and all the money in the world but we're pretty sure that we will protect you from any harm.
There's all kinds of people in this world and there's always good and bad in everyone.We were born in this world not to please everyone. Trust me we cant please everybody.Some people will love you, some people will hate you. That's the fact. Mummy do make few mistake in my life and im not proud of it at all. Im just human and im not perfect at all. Because of my mistakes, others tend to pull you into the situation. Dont asked me why. I have know idea why things like this would happen. Its okay. They can say whatever they want about our family, they can judge us, insult us, calling you father 'dayus' just because of how i reacted to one situation and trash talk us all they want, do remember this my love, it doesn't even matter. WHY? Because the only thing that matters is Allah S.W.T. No one in this world can judge you other than ALLAH S.W.T.
Lastly, I love you with all my heart and i will do whatever it takes to keep you harms way.I will make sure that no one will hurt you and i will do everything in my power just to keep you safe even if i had to trade my life for it.
Cant wait to meet you, hug you, kiss you, and hold you. Everyone is waiting for you to come out.
Love,
Your Mummy.
18th Dec 2014
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