Mother and Wife.

Being a mother is not an easy task. To me, anyone can be a parent but it takes a special breed of 'woman' to be a mother.It takes lot of hard work, patience and courage to become a mother.

Whenever i look at my mom,i wonder  can i ever be like my mom?
She's a freaking robot. She cooks, clean, laundry, take care of all of us including my dad and to top it all, she works full time.Shes a freaking robot!

When im a mother now, i cant see my mothers point of view. All the argument that me and my mom had before came flashing in front of my eyes. Its like i had a throwback slide show.

Having Baby D is a greatest privileges of all. Its an amazing feeling holding your own offspring in your arms. But lets get real. Its not an easy thing. Baby tend to cry and cry and keep on crying. Other than that, it is quit a breeze to me. Well my age difference between me and my baby sister is 13 years. So i knew how to change diapers, bath and sooth and put the baby to sleep.

Baby D is 5 kg of 2 months old baby.Holding him, feeding him and bathing him is a task. Major task. His getting strong and louder.Baby D tends to throw tantrum whenever he gets his milk late. He started crying, screaming and 'bersunggut'.

Me and Husband did raised an issue on quitting our jobs and took care of Baby D. But it seems impossible to do so since Husband is earning less than me and the idea of him being a house husband is not a good idea for him.

Parenting is a new thing of us. Whenever Baby D starts crying, we thought his hungry or he needs diapers change. But there's a lot of reason why baby cried.
Husband is a more loving, soft spoken and patience parent. Me, i can be short temper, rough and tough love towards Baby D. But then again, Baby D prefers me more than his dad. Guessing that my husband works alot.

Juggling between mother, wife and a career person is never easy. Learning process. My Husband is the one who kept my sanity.My parents do help us alot.

Sleeping is no longer a luxury for me. I think mothers mostly would agree on that. Sleep doesnt not exist for the next 6 to 8 months.Im a walking zombie right now. Im half asleep and half awake right now. teeheee!  :p

Us mothers become overly obsess with baby clothes, toys and we get overly excited over babys poop, whenever supermarkets making a offer on babies formula and diapers.

So to all new parents, dont get freak out. All of this will subside soon enough.