I have to say im so thankful for my mom for taking care of Baby D during the day when im at work. My mom is 58 years old and she does have afew medical complication. From Thyroid and Nerves.
Ive told my mom that im thinking of sending Baby D to the nursery during the day but my mom said that she would rather take care of Baby D than sending him to the Nursery since lately we're been hearing alot of child abuse at the Nursery.
So Baby D get used to be around his grand mother.
As of late, Baby D loves putting tantrums. He just wont go to sleep. He yawns but he just wont go to sleep. I get really frustrated sometimes i tend to get pissed off because i just dont know what else i can do to put him to sleep. Ive changed his diapers, breastfeed, changes with wet pants and give him pacifier but then again he wont sleep.He just want to be hold all the time. Whenever i put him in his crib, he started crying again.
So last night when i return home from work i had a massive migraine.Work load is killing me and lacking of sleep makes it alot more worst.
As i pulled over my car , i can hear Baby D crying so loud. I was like
" Oh no... his cranky again"
My dad was holding him on one side and Baby D was looking at me and he have this "hey, ive seen you before. I think i know you" look.
So i hold him and kept on asking him whether he misses me when i was at work.He didnt respond much *well duuhh* but then usually he acknowledge.
Then i asked him again ' da tak kenal mummy ke sebab asyik melekat dengan wan?'. Out of nowhere he started crying.I started to get panicking and try to calm himself but it doesnt work.Then my mom ran from the kitchen and take him from me.
Instantly he gets quiet.
I felt like crying. What did i do wrong?
I kept on asking myself.
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My baby doesn't love me anymore.
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